Daily Archives: August 29, 2009

Why Am I Doing This?

Being an Asian American actor isn’t easy in Hollywood. (Just read Roger Fan’s write up here.) The film “Why Am I Doing This?” follows the lives of two best friends trying to make it in Hollywood, while juggling relationships, family and the impending feeling of doom that they’re never going to make it. Here’s a synopsis:

TONY CHANG (Tom Huang), is a struggling Asian-American actor who can only seem to get auditions for parts as Chinese delivery boys or sushi chefs with bad accents. He loves acting, but everywhere he turns seems to be a dead end for his career. He feels even worse when he runs into his friendly actor nemesis, the famous TIM CHUNG (Teddy Chen Culver) whom he hates because Chung and John Cho get all of the few good Asian male parts that are available. Tony’s best friend and roommate, LESTER NILES (Anthony Montgomery), is a struggling African-American stand-up comedian who’s trying to make it doing comedy showcases and open mikes while working a day job as one of the most hated men in Los Angeles… a meter maid. His stand-up is purely observational and political, with a straight-up style like Jon Stewart or Seinfeld. Unfortunately, it seems like everyone in the industry, as well as his half-brother and manager KENNY (Joe Torry), want him to be the next Martin Lawrence, and push him to do angrier, edgier kind of material.

Together, Tony and Lester support and help each other in their fight to keep the Hollywood dream alive while still trying to deal with family and getting the girl. The film follows them and those around them as they all learn a little about themselves in a story that’s about more making it in Tinseltown; it’s about learning how to be true to your soul in the background of living in a city where cultures and race are forced together, ultimately effecting how you live.

The supporting cast includes Tamlyn Tomita, Lynn Chen, James Kyson Lee, Garret Wang, and Gerry Bednob. Look for the film at a film festival near you. Visit the film’s website here.

Why Am I Doing This? Trailer (with music by Far East Movement “Round Round“)

Welcome to the Light Club by Jin

We posted a little bit about Jin in our post Love by Jaeson Ma. Jin’s got his God on too. (BTW – He was baptized by preacher Jaeson Ma in 2008.) In his latest freestyle “Welcome to the Light Club”, Jin shows us a different side of himself, his spiritual side. He can still freestyle, but his message is different. In the one of his verses, Jin says “you want raps about pimpin’ killin’ snitchin’ ballin’? you won’t get ’em from me naw that’s not my callin'” Take a look at some of Jin’s recent blog entries on his site here and you’ll see him giving his testimony, doing Christian outreach, even collaborating with Jade Kwan on “Love Generation”. We’re interested in seeing what he puts on his next album.

Also check out our previous post about Jin and his story.

Welcome to the Light Club by Jin

Welcome to the Light Club Lyrics

I got a session booked for 7 and its 6:35

so I got 25 minutes to conjure up this rhyme

its been a long time right stepped away from the limelight

but the breaks over Holy Spirit takeover

they say the truth will set you free if you so believe

Jesus is the truth with Him freedom can be achieved

I feel the need to let loose right at this instance

confession booth vocal booth really what’s the difference

see when I use to battle I declared I’m the boss

I couldn’t be defeated.. until I lost

not once not twice my opponents were killin’ me

ego crushed but it also taught me humility

was once on the top sent straight to the bottom

some thought double r dropped him others straight forgot him

I used to hear the side commentary and get upset with it

until I realized what was said had some sense in it

no excuses for the stupid records that I made

would I still be sayin’ this if those records had got me paid?

I can’t call it either way I’m tryin’ to save what’s left of

my soul and not just what’s goin inside my wallet

the beat was the canvas the paint was my rhymes

never thought that I could use my art to infiltrate ya minds

i used the mic to express how I possessed a lota skills

my lust for the opposite sex and 100 dolla bills

Common said He Used To Love H.E.R. yo she still

my baby so it’s only right I learn to treat H.E.R. like a lady

you want raps about pimpin’ killin’ snitchin’ ballin’?

you won’t get ’em from me naw that’s not my callin’

God Almighty reached out I mean this sincerely

He spoke to me like Morgan Freeman did to Jim Carey

it’s no coincidence he got me out in Hong Kong

that I’d get it poppin’ out here He knew it all along

listen to have much faith requires practice

they’ll probably say I’m trippin’ they did it to John the Baptist

this is not a rumor God is so great

I’m a late bloomer got baptized in ’08

better late than never that’s how the saying goes

all my brothers and sisters that are praying knows

Mark chapter 10 the 31st verse

the first shall be last and the last shall be first

Amen.