Earlier this year, Kristine Sa released her Lonely Asylum : The Demo Collection. The first track off her album was Lonely Asylum, which was written during a dark period in her life. She used the song and music as therapy to get through it. Now, Kristine Sa has created a music video for Lonely Asylum. The video uses darkness and light to reflect her emotional state.

Get Lonely Asylum on or amazon.

BTW – If you’re in the Los Angeles/Orange County area tonite, drop by Tony T Sessions to watch Kristine Sa live.

Lonely Asylum music video by Kristine Sa

Lyrics to Lonely Asylum by Kristine Sa

For better or worse, I am here now.
With a handful of words I’m not allowed
To utter for reasons I don’t understand
So I swallow them down as best I can
Even though I’ve figured it all out

You’re not in love with me, you’re in love with Kristine
And I know exactly what she’s done to you
But when you fall for her, you end up with me
And I hate to be the one to give you the news…

She’s not real, she never was–
even if you wait she’ll never be
She’s not real, all you get is me
She’s not real, she never was–
All you’re seeing is your fantasy
She’s not real, all you get is me
And my love. Is that enough?

I can still taste every bit of hurt
You left me here for better or worse
With a handful of questions I don’t comprehend
Without trace of an answer once again
And I’m sad to say– you’re not the first.

You’re not in love with me you’re in love with Kristine
That’s how it’s always been
And I know exactly what she can do
Don’t fall for her. ‘Cause you’ll be left with me
And I hate to be the only one who knows
This bit of truth

She’s not real, she never was–
even if you wait she’ll never be
She’s not real, all you get is me
She’s not real, she never was–
All you’re seeing is your fantasy
She’s not real, all you get is me
And my love
Is that enough for you
Underneath your beloved ingenue
Is a girl still helplessly on her knees
On a stage unlit, when the thunder hits
She cries and cries and cries
Will you be the first to recognize…

She’s not real, she never was–
even if I wait she’ll never be
She’s not real, all I am is me
She’s not real, she never was–
All I’m seeing is my fantasy
She’s not real, all I am is me
And will that ever be enough?

(teardrops on a rosy bed, I am always waiting
teardrops on a rosy bed, I am always here.)

City Boy of Illmocity and Tousher teamed up for the song “KISS U” earlier this year. These two young artists collaborated with each other crosscountry with Tousher out of Minnesota and City Boy out of Arizona. The track quickly became popular. Not only was the song a hit on 101.5 JAMZ (Arizona’s top radio station), but it also broke over 1 million collective plays on MySpace. Props to the pair of up and coming hip hop musicians. Looking forward to see from these guys. Recently, the duo released a music video for KISS U. Watch it below.

You can download “KISS U” for FREE here. It’s off the “D.E.R.E.Z.” mixtape, which you can also download for FREE here.

KISS U by City Boy x Tousher

Lyrics to KISS U by City Boy x Tousher

[Intro / City Boy & Tousher]
Uh-huh… And make em’ say… (Ooh yeah)
Paint on the beat.. (Ayee) Its City baby… (and Tousher!)
Hahaha… (And this my baby right thereeee)…
Here we go!

[Hook / Tousher]
I just wanna kiss you, baby babe I miss you
We can take a ride throughout the whole city
Baby babe I wish you were here so I can kiss you
Holla at me baby when yo ass ain’t busy

[Hook / City Boy]
And lets have fun, (Aye) I wanna be (Aye)
The one you love, (Aye) the one you need (Aye)
And you can come (Aye) but you won’t leave (Aye)
You won’t front, you gon’ stay w/ me, come stay w/ me

[Verse / City Boy]
Its me, her, the crib is on next
The stacks like a pirate, Its always on deck
A source for her vibe and she know I’m complex
Iraq with my stacks, they blow, No bomb threats
You know I miss you, You where my arm rest
The plane to the A, she ask if I’m on yet
Yeah ya heard me pumpkin, Just listen to the song
And ya boy is a Souljah, No kissin’ thru the phone
And when you here you know the hugs come round
And I got that dirty money, Make ya love come down
Huh!? I’m prolly hoppin’ out an airplane
I know I be all up on her head, No hairspray
And she a dime, All these other girls spare change
I just wanna kiss you, You know that I be there babe
Yeah, Lets get to livin’ it up
And come by and just give you a hug because

[Hook / Tousher]
I just wanna kiss you, baby babe I miss you
We can take a ride throughout the whole city
Baby babe I wish you were here so I can kiss you
Holla at me baby when yo ass ain’t busy

[Hook / Tousher]
And lets have fun, (Aye) I wanna be (Aye)
The one you love, (Aye) the one you need (Aye)
And you can come (Aye) but you won’t leave (Aye)
You won’t front, you gon’ stay w/ me, come stay w/ me

[Verse / City Boy]
Uhm.. Okay, eh right, lets go, I say baby you stay mines
And you the best I ever had like the Drake line
I wanna kiss you from moonlight to day time
Girl, I’ma get up in that ass, KY
On the low tho, The Gini and lardo
And from this view, You might see me with a Star, jones
I’m Aladdin, You Jasmine
I’ll take you a whole new world, Fuck a Genie in a bottle
You so fly, girl you lookin’ down at birds too
And baby know that I’m a Flo Rida, No fur boots
And do I wanna kiss you? Girl I sure do
Man of my word, I miss you, Thats the word boo
I can read you, You gettin’ red by me like Piru
All men are pigs? Well I’ma hitcha with the swine flu
I knew, Every single time I’m right by you
I ain’t know what I do.. sing for me!

[Hook / Tousher]
I just wanna kiss you, baby babe I miss you
We can take a ride throughout the whole city
Baby babe I wish you were here so I can kiss you
Holla at me baby when yo ass ain’t busy

[Hook / Tousher]
And lets have fun, (Aye) I wanna be (Aye)
The one you love, (Aye) the one you need (Aye)
And you can come (Aye) but you won’t leave (Aye)
You won’t front, you gon’ stay w/ me, come stay w/ me

[Bridge / Tousher]
Meeee… You’re the best I ever had
And you make it clear to see cus I see right thru the glass
You’re the one and only, one and only
And we can take it slowly, take it slowly…

[Hook / Tousher]
I just wanna kiss you, baby babe I miss you
We can take a ride throughout the whole city
Baby babe I wish you were here so I can kiss you
Holla at me baby when yo ass ain’t busy

[Hook / Tousher]
And lets have fun, (Aye) I wanna be (Aye)
The one you love, (Aye) the one you need (Aye)
And you can come (Aye) but you won’t leave (Aye)
You won’t front, you gon’ stay w/ me, come stay w/ me